Overthinking

It just happens, you know? Comes and goes. You can call it whatever you want. Bad luck, bad decisions, wrong judgement, too many drinks etc. It happens though. Most of the times there's barely anything you can do. And if there is, you fail to act miserably. What can you say? Except fuck, shit, ffs, fucking hell etc. Scars. Everywhere. Who gives a shit right? Well i do. Oh never mind me. I'm just getting older. Realising more and more the lies i was fed. So what to do? Continue on the same road? Do i start doing shit the same way the ones before me did? Not sure what to say. As much as i enjoy dreaming, reality is the only place to live in. I guess a good place to start is by suppressing my ego. What i want or what i think, isn't always right. Maybe it is for me but not so sure about the others. Suppressing, suppressing, suppressing, suppressing... My head hurts! Don't let me think. It's Dangerous!

What was i thinking?

Ever thought what it would be like if the leader of the country(any you want) was no other than the neighbor your grandma used to buy eggs from? And the rest of the government officials are his goats!
Some times i can't tell if its a joke to laugh about or a twisted nightmare that makes you cry. With all the brown-noising in the air, i lost my line of thought.