Depressing

Found another moment to sit down and start blubbering. Yes. Here we go again >.< Well what can i do? It's unavoidable! ^-^ So anyway. I was watching a video the other day about leaders, dictators and power. It got me thinking. Is it that bad to want something different than the current status? I know haw the system works(well partially) and what it needs, but i can't stop thinking about all the casualties. Those who are in a way sacrificed, just so targets or goals can be achieved. I always believed that there's going to be a time that everything is going to get better, and that the suffering of others isn't going to be something that we will still discuss. It seems that we are creating more suffering knowingly, than we did when we had no clue. Why are we sitting idle, with our mouth shut, closed ears, and we look away? So much fear spread around by groups in control. We are more divided today than we ever were. So f*cking depressing. If only people were more eager to help than to be helped... 0_0 Well, what can you do? We're just a bunch of selfish bastards right? O_o
Don't let me think. It's Dangerous!

Dreams?

I happen to know a lot of people. I mean really a lot! A boy's dream or a girls dream, that is something i could not get my head around. Everyone had their own thoughts and ideas, and they believed different things. Some active and some passive. Some i miss and some i don't. Some i hurt and some hurt me. Some are here and some are gone. Still can't get my head around it. Everyone is free (not really) to pursue their dream (but don't) but is that dream worth it? How can you tell that you're not just another loon? And where's the value in that dream? ex. is money all you want? Or is it just a way to get to your real dream? I don't understand. Where does the dream really start? How would you know? Are you sure? It might just be another idea of yours. What i came down to is that every real dream involves sharing. Not always with others but still sharing. It could be with nature or animals. Basically it's sharing with whatever you care about deeply. If you don't then that's just your ego going crazy, not a dream. Do i have a dream? No! I don't! I have dreamssssssssssss! Always there. Looking at me non stop. Stalking me like sweaty perverts. Even when i'm taking my clothes off! You stinky twats! Go away! >.<
Don't let me think. It's Dangerous!