Depressing

Found another moment to sit down and start blubbering. Yes. Here we go again >.< Well what can i do? It's unavoidable! ^-^ So anyway. I was watching a video the other day about leaders, dictators and power. It got me thinking. Is it that bad to want something different than the current status? I know haw the system works(well partially) and what it needs, but i can't stop thinking about all the casualties. Those who are in a way sacrificed, just so targets or goals can be achieved. I always believed that there's going to be a time that everything is going to get better, and that the suffering of others isn't going to be something that we will still discuss. It seems that we are creating more suffering knowingly, than we did when we had no clue. Why are we sitting idle, with our mouth shut, closed ears, and we look away? So much fear spread around by groups in control. We are more divided today than we ever were. So f*cking depressing. If only people were more eager to help than to be helped... 0_0 Well, what can you do? We're just a bunch of selfish bastards right? O_o
Don't let me think. It's Dangerous!

Dreams?

I happen to know a lot of people. I mean really a lot! A boy's dream or a girls dream, that is something i could not get my head around. Everyone had their own thoughts and ideas, and they believed different things. Some active and some passive. Some i miss and some i don't. Some i hurt and some hurt me. Some are here and some are gone. Still can't get my head around it. Everyone is free (not really) to pursue their dream (but don't) but is that dream worth it? How can you tell that you're not just another loon? And where's the value in that dream? ex. is money all you want? Or is it just a way to get to your real dream? I don't understand. Where does the dream really start? How would you know? Are you sure? It might just be another idea of yours. What i came down to is that every real dream involves sharing. Not always with others but still sharing. It could be with nature or animals. Basically it's sharing with whatever you care about deeply. If you don't then that's just your ego going crazy, not a dream. Do i have a dream? No! I don't! I have dreamssssssssssss! Always there. Looking at me non stop. Stalking me like sweaty perverts. Even when i'm taking my clothes off! You stinky twats! Go away! >.<
Don't let me think. It's Dangerous! 

Tik-Tok

Am i wrong? Question for a start. How wonderful! Now listen. If people have buttons that if you push they go "off" and you know about it, then if you do push them its your fault (in some cases). BUT! If some people don't have buttons, but timers that go "off" at any given time, and if you are someone like me, then you punch whatever the fuck you find and you don't ask questions! There are some moments where you may choose to say nothing, just so you will spear yourself from all the bullshit, but in those moments where extremely hot blood rises and fills your head, you just act accordingly. Slap that bitch and slap her Hard!!! I know it makes no sense to some, but i'm sure it does make sense to some who face similar situations ^-^ Cheers to those who do !!! I'll buy you a pint some time later! (If i see you that is. And if you do know that is me and you do remember about what i wrote here, which is rather unlikely, lucky me!) So anyway. If there's a point then this is it. I don't take shit from anyone! You may go "off" at any given moment but be very careful not to push my buttons. You might not be glad that you did! I'm not gonna kill you of course. But i'm sure gonna wipe the fucking floors with your face.
Don't let me think. It's Dangerous!

You're a Loon

Madness is not that far away. Just take the time to calculate the potentials of your abilities and the results of your inabilities, and you're there! Ha ha! A proper loon! Can't escape it. Although you can find ways to distract yourself. Many things to choose from. They make you look sane again. But you still are a loon!!! Can't stop thinking of Woody the woodpecker's laugh!!!

The future

The future is here. Now we need a new future to imagine. New ideas. New hopes. New dreams. New fears. It came so fast, we don't even know its here. No reactions. Unfortunately we are so deep into our problems that we don't pay attention to anything. So many great stuff that we fail to see. Such a waste. We used to dream. Now we're just surviving. We're at a point where knowledge is used to manipulate us and not to make us smarter. So sad. How did we let this happen? Well go team dickheads. Don't let me think. It's dangerous!

It's Complicated

Some lies are truths, and some truths are lies. Perspective makes the difference. Not everything is what it seems and almost anything is just what it looks like. Everyone misunderstood and none taken the wrong way. The most wonderful people are the most disgusting, and the most horrible ones the most beautiful. I'm sure of everything, but i can't say for certain. I love the way i feel, but i hate the way it is. So many things i wish they could happen, So many more i hope they never do.
If you think i'm complicated, then try and understand how much more complicated this world is. The only way it can function is when we come together. Alone, we fight. Together, we live! Don't let me think. It's dangerous!

"Normal"

There was once a boy. He wanted to learn it all. He wanted to learn "how" to learn it all. Mainstream ways weren't enough for him. Not satisfying. He created his own. He was "goooooood". Although he got rid of the mainstream ways, he could not escape the mainstream problems. Those followed him around quite often. He did not pay attention. For him the problems were too mainstream to bother. Time past, really fast. And now mainstream problems are his biggest issue. Funny isn't it?! He was soo abnormal and he had to do everything his way. In the end he ended up fighting to gain a "normal" status. A "normal life". A "normal future". But "normal", doesn't exist. It's just a fantasy. Nothing is normal. And certainly not him. He discovered that things are not normal but similar. They look alike but not the same nonetheless. Now tell me that something as random as that is "normal" ^-^. It's not ! Don't let me think. It's dangerous !!!