Ghost

i wish you could see me now. See what I've become. The old me is dead. Still inside me, but dead. I'm happy to say that you didn't kill me. It wasn't you. You tried it but couldn't finish the job. You see, you've left me for dead but i wasn't. Others saw into it. How nice. No funeral. No grave. Nothing. Its like I've never existed. Hahaha. I guess i must be a ghost. No other explanation. I'm tired. I leave you now. I'm going to find my friend Casper. Bye bye.

Mumbling

Not much for today. Just that I find it funny when people with no direction at all try to tell me what to do. Yeah. I can fix my puzzle just fine. When you're done with yours then come talk to me. Some roles are very mistaken. Choosing to forget does not change things. The facts are clear. Don't mistake my patience for stupidity. I'm fully aware of what's going on. The solution is simple. Clear whatever you must and then you'll have the chance to get rid of me. Although so far I'm not the one who's in the way. I've been more helpful than unhelpful. You fail to recognise that. From all I was the first to step in whenever you needed help. Still I'm. Perhaps the next thing you should do is check your attitude. A bit of responsibility might help you too. You see you fail to criticise the most important person. You. Though even if you did, I'm not sure you'll find anything wrong. It works differently depending on the person. That's for a start. Good luck. Watch your attitude.

It's Coming! Soon!

Never forget! I'm not going to! Always remember! I will! You do know that nothing ends like that. Nothing goes away. Everything gets paid in this life. Not the next! Get ready! It's coming soon. And don't even dare to blame me for the result! Your mistake. You simply shouldn't fuck with the wrong people! You see being a dick for you is one think, being a dick for everyone else is another. No need for you to know what i'm talking about. Me knowing is enough! All you will know the name of the prize! Trust me you will! 

Empty Tank

I don't have time to cry for everyone separately. If i do it 1 by 1 i'll never finish. Therefor i do it once for all. As simple as that. I'm lame, i know. I should be crying for myself. After all i am a selfish bastard. But i have no more tears for me. Wasted too many already. After 1 year in misery and melancholy, after all that sadness, i remembered how it feels to care again. I never forgot its just that something happened and made me shake harder than a fully charged vibrator. Lol funny. If you're not laughing then ask someone to tickle you. Can't have you destroy my sense of humor! Anyways. As i was saying, today i got scared for someone else. It felt horrible. I could hear my heart beating out of my chest. I'm not that kind of person, but still i couldn't help myself. Time stopped, i couldn't think of anything else. Memories of my past came out and took over me. I was out. Then big questions came into my head. What do i do? What? Shall i do something? Maybe not? I can't? I mustn't? I'l  make it worse? What if i don't do anything? What then?
"Stop thinking so much. You just gonna have to take a decision. What are the risks? What are you willing to sacrifice? Make up your mind and do it."
In case you didn't get it, that was me talking to myself. Not saying you are stupid, just maybe a bit slow. He he. Joke. Tickle tickle tickle. ^-^"
Moving on. In the end i had my answer. And so I've put my nose where it didn't belong. As it turned out, i didn't had to do anything. Everything was fine. That's when i felt stupid. But still it was my decision. I don't feel proud of myself. Just a bit sad. Cause all of them memories are still here. With me. They don't want to go away. Spinning inside my head. Some good and some bad. All of them making me equally sad. Some of them created cause of decisions i've made and some of them not. And here i am now, sitting in front of a keyboard, spilling guts out again. But no tears. No tears. How cruel.

Come on Tom

I'm waiting for you Tom. Where are you slagging off???? Haaaaaa?????? Move your fucking ass and come pick me up. Nooooooooowwwwwww!!!!!!! I've been doing nothing than reading stupid news from stupid lying bastards like the guardian, the Independence, mirror, the sun and such. The worst thing is that i can't use the paper to roll you now what ............ It tastes like shit. The only good use i can think of is to lay it down for the dog to take a shit. Well........

Wake up!

Guess who's back............. Yeah me, i know. Been away for a while. To much stuff that i don't have to explain. Anyway. I was thinking............ yeah i know its Dangerous! Stop interrupting. Anyway. As i was saying, i was thinking about something. I had an idea. What would happen if we put in charge, like in government and such, people that are mentally ill and have absolutely no idea what's going on? Well, judging from the current status it's the same thing. We're being governed by mentally ill and we have absolutely no idea what's going on. Neither we and neither they. You know who are they don't you? Them bastards who sit on there asses doing nothing but to argue who's going to profit the most and what their next move is going to be in order to make their pockets bigger. Don't blame me about what i'm writing. It's just what's happening. I remember a time where all of these bastards used to do the same things like today but they didn't fuck with our lives this much. You know what i'm saying? I have never been so frustrated ever before. Honestly, all i want to do now is find them and slap them. Few punches too but that's a different story. It's not just 1 country but many. It's everywhere. They are completely out of control. Someone needs to put them back into their place. Do you know who that someone is?????????? US. We are the ones who need to act. Instead what are we doing? NOTHING. We sit on our asses doing nothing. I remember a time where if something like this would happen, people would make a stand and fuck them off. For some reason no one is doing anything. All i see is few individuals trying to awaken us but still we are in a deep slumber. We've been brainwashed in such a level, we don't even feel the huge government dick in our asses. Some of us think it's for the best. Some others blame the immigrants(i call that stupidity not racism). The fact is that we are being lazy. Very very lazy. We are too lazy to fight even for our own rights. Hell, we don't even know what our rights are. Funny. It's funny cause when an unemployed father of 3 makes a robbery to feed his family, goes to jail. When a politician(or a banker, or any other bastard in high position) steals lots of money from all of us, the worst that could happen to him is ending up with a private contract in a big corporation. I might as well become a politician myself! I'm not very good at lying but i'll do my best. Either way all i have to do is read from the paper. It's like a script. Like an actor. I think they could easily make a movie of their own. They are all good actors. In a different point of view, we are the voters. We are voting for the best actors. Ha ha! In your face! Wake up stupid pieces of shit! Wake up!
That's all for today. Time for bed. Night night! And remember. Don't let me think. It's Dangerous!